hi everyone
LOOng time since ive been here.
i just dropped by to say hi.
see how everyone was.
i am going on cycle 90 soon. i figured out that cycle 100 will be just in time for my 28th birthday. how wonderful.
i missed O'd this month- no bd anywhere near OD.
oh well...
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Added by Jennee on August 16, 2008 at 5:29am —
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fathers day -- so the kids came. the son came around 2 and went to bed. the daughter came around 4 oclock and hid in her room, then after supper they both went back their rooms. Supper was miserable as usual.
im still cat sitting, but D has said the kitty needs to go. Its going back to foster care. Hopefully someone can take her in and love her til her old days.we cant because of Umee.
I was in so much pain last night. Couldn't sit properly bc ovulation pain... couldnt cough either. but no tem…
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Added by Jennee on June 16, 2008 at 1:57am —
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i havent posted a blog in a long time.
i havent had anything to say!
maybe thats good. i have been posting on my other blog www.loscorner.blogspot.com but just dumb things ;) nothing ttc.
i ams uppose to be taking a break from ttc but i have to admit i am taking temps. i want a baseline so i know when to expect af. i think i can guess though and jsut take my temps from day 25 and on.
health is good. not so bad allergies this year- yet. i got some sun. its gonna be my weekend hobby -- hahaha. wh…
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Added by Jennee on June 8, 2008 at 6:24am —
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my temps took a nose dive today. af is soon to arrive.
its my last day of being 26.
its my last day of ttc.
i really thought this was going to be it. i thought that tomorrow i would get my bfp, and i could start the new year with a new look on life. i thought i would wake up be older, be pregnant and be happy. instead today i wake up im still old ;) not pregnant and going through pms.
im glad i have no party tomorrow or plans or anything. i want to be alone.
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Added by Jennee on May 31, 2008 at 9:07pm —
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woke up- temped. 98.0.(regular time)
woke up a few hours later 97.5 - it stayed this way for a long time.
finally at noon - bc i was so freaked about the 97.5 its back to 98.5
whatever that means. i know i know. the only temp that matters is my first wake up temp. it was lower than i wanted but...
so i don t know if af is coming today bc of the 97.5 or what.
i feel like- whatever- im not surprised. i feel dumb for getting my hopes up after this long.
ugh.
hope your all doing better than me…
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Added by Jennee on May 30, 2008 at 5:00pm —
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yep. i didnt get af today. AND i didnt get a temp drop ;) yeah for me.
however, i have this annoying pushy achey feeling.
and
i did read that your temps may not lower in order to get af ( of course mine ALWAYS have). it has something to do with one of the hormones.
Anyways- Im tired. and hungry.
my temp didnt go up but it stayed the same.
it hasnt gone up all day actually. its stayed at 98.3
i found that odd.
so i dont know. either itll drop or it wont. right. i've been saying that all w…
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Added by Jennee on May 30, 2008 at 12:52am —
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no PMS :) im not sad. im not in pain. its soo nice. my temps are still above the line.
now if I get af tomorrow it'll totally be weird. BC of all I just said.
tomorrow is day 26, 12dpo ( 12 day LP). unless ive gone back to 14dpo. we ll see I guess.
Can't anything stay the same?!??
I took a test today :-O. that was the deal if I had a high today I would test. its negative. however ( and im I fooling myself) it wasn IC (Internet cheapy). ive heard they don't show a positive until 14,15 even 17…
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Added by Jennee on May 28, 2008 at 9:45pm —
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Putting up with medical doctor's S***. Seriously.
Today's interaction with my doctor is just another reason why I would like another one. why I do not want to call him BC of my ovary pain, why I do not want him involved in my fertility, why I dont want him as a gyn. and why if i was pregnant i would switch bc i dont want his bad vibes around my baby.
this is the conversation i had today with a doctor
him:umm did you forget to do something last week?
me: no.
him: you didnt go to your spe…
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Added by Jennee on May 27, 2008 at 10:00pm —
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my sunflowers are growing :D i plated either 5 or 6 and 4 are spurting up. there dark red already. i thought they were weeds. just now... how do i hide that there 4 ft tall;) hahahaha. its gonna look dumb but oh well.
what else. temps dropped. just exactly like last septembers chart. everything s the same! unfortunately.
weight is done a bit but thats ok. i was over 120 on the weekend.
its hot, humid out. 84 degrees.
im not in pain yet. no crampiness. theres either 3 or 5 days left. this has…
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Added by Jennee on May 26, 2008 at 11:01pm —
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4 more days til take off.
temps went up today--yeah!!! but hold on. its done this before. in September 07, my temps went real high on this cycle day. so boo hoo. it could be a coincidence. we wait till tomorrow again.
If I want to be naive I could say they went up yesterday and today. but I only marked it as today. oh well..
not so many cramps today as just sore. probably from the cramps yesterday :-p
there's 4 days till day 26(12dpo normal lately), then 2 more days till day 28 ( that will 1…
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Added by Jennee on May 26, 2008 at 12:50am —
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today is a pissy day. im going out tonight with some friends and i have no clothes that fit bc im fat. my bf says what- your expecting what to you want :-p i said yeah thats the problem - i look pregnant but im not.
ugh. then i cant find shoes that i like.
and im having cramps. its the right side more than the whole thing today. its still crap. so im drugged up on naproxen today. hehehe should be interesting. last night the cramps werent going away.
today i woke up without cramps which was nic…
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Added by Jennee on May 24, 2008 at 6:30pm —
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WARNING: this post may contain constant whining :) and complaining........
I feel like crap today. im having cramps and I wanna puke. well not puke but I don't want anything in my stomach, or even to think about food.
these cramps have to go. there straight across fro each ovary. it comes and goes but it needs to go and not come back.
Having these camps is getting old real fast. I would like one day where im not in pain or uncomfortable. I guess I shouldn't complain because the last 6 wee…
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Added by Jennee on May 23, 2008 at 11:30pm —
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im having watery cm, and some ewcm/creamy cm mix togethe. my cervix is not as closed as before :-s
frickin stuff..
how come we cant buy babies out of the sears catalog?
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Added by Jennee on May 23, 2008 at 6:12am —
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wow. that's it. 7 more days. 9 days till my birthday I think.
last night I was laying in bed and I was thinking you know I feel like I have munchousin or im a hypochondriac. with all the issues I have. every day I have medical complaints :)
last night my legs, or my knees rather, were hurting . they felt so tight and swollen, but they weren't. then I was complaining about my cramps yesterday. and today I had a back ache. ugh!! at leas its not a headache, and my stomach isn't sick. although yes…
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Added by Jennee on May 22, 2008 at 10:16pm —
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ooo i am in so much pain.
not so much pain but annoying aching oooowww..
i am having cramps ( always do this day after ov. which makes me believe im out- thought so). but my legs, down to my knees. Its almost like the pain before surgery.
oooohh.. i can see im taking pills and going to be early tonight. Im having creamy (ugh) cm. and some ewcm mixed in. ive been having the ewcm mixed in every so often this month and last.
cervix is high closed i think..
but the pain. i guess i got used to n…
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Added by Jennee on May 22, 2008 at 3:03am —
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I can never remember what cd im on. maybe that's good :-p
I like my sleep. its the only thing I find beneficial about not having children., I can sleep when I want and for as long as I want. my sleep is my hideaway. my daily stress reliever ( unless D is snoring... then sleep just gives me a headache).
even Milo loves to sleep with me. hell lay on my bed or on the couch with me, RIGHT where my legs go, and I end up laying on him, but he doesn't care. Its funny when D goes to lay with Milo- Mi…
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Added by Jennee on May 21, 2008 at 10:52pm —
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woo hoo fertility friend changed my ovulation day to day 14. i dont have to be confused no more. still confused bc i had no symptoms but not confused about why it was so early.
my temps are going up each day. they havent dropped yet but i think they will tomorrow. again- there pretty much the same as any other chart. rise on the same days, drops on the same day. its spooky. and amazes me each time i look.
on to other things. C was a complete ass today. he threw a temper tamtrum, in the van, pu…
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Added by Jennee on May 21, 2008 at 4:15am —
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today it is cold out. its 61 now but its cold. its windy. its also a loong boring day.
not much has happened. um. i cleaned. folded clothes. threw everything in C's room out- he was told to clean it or else;) actually i threw out all the crap and hid the rest to make it look bad. ha ha ha. how horrible.
I slept in till 1 and it was nice.
When i went to bed last night i weighed 120. crazy weight. keeps going up and down but at least only in between5 lbs. today i weighed 115 when i got up.
my…
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Added by Jennee on May 19, 2008 at 11:46pm —
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hmm.
well.
this blows things out of the water doesn t it.
according to my chart. I ovulated on the 13th or 14th day of my cycle.
I didn't have any symptoms. i usually do. Also i was told since i took the soy i would have worse symptoms. i haven't had that much of a temp jump. suprisingly. it usually goes from 974. to 98 and stays above 98 after ov.
this goes to prove i just need to quit! ive been doing it so long it doesnt make sense anymore. like when your trying to do your math homework and…
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Added by Jennee on May 18, 2008 at 2:30pm —
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today's post is about-- friends. you find friends in the weirdest places;) and sometimes cyber friends are better than real friends.
how many people can actually say that? it is so true. I don't know why but my 'friends' face to face are not friends. they are acquaintances who call when they need to. I feel that they call bc they feel guilty for not calling. Or they feel guilty bc of my situation.
My online friends, talk bc they have something to say. they want to know what's going on. they ma…
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Added by Jennee on May 17, 2008 at 6:30pm —
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